Trying to get through a throng of people can be a challenge when your balance is not too good and you have an 'outrigger' - but then the crutch is good for 'accidental' ankle taps so it's not all bad.
When you use a single crutch then you're left with one free hand to carry all the shopping, get into handbags and search for wallets, carry cups of coffee and table numbers - sometimes all at the same time. I really don't know how people who use two manage! I tend to drop something regularly - in New World I once dropped everything! People are usually quite helpful. The problem being that the ground is just so far away! I no longer read books from the library that dwell on the bottom shelf for this reason.
The lesions in my brain have turned my memory from most excellent to 'what were we talking about again'. So I might buy a present for someone and forget I've bought it and so buy another one. I forgot to turn the oven off when a cheesecake was in it slowly cooling - luckily it was on a low temp so not too much damage occurred when I discovered it 2 hours later.
The whole shebang is just so dang tiring! I've actually subcontracted out the food shopping to my son. I write the list, he shops, I sit and have a coffee - what's not to love!
The one big plus has got to be the mobility parking permit! No more circling hunting for a park! There's usually one to be found and they do reduce the traveling distance incredibly.
Now Christmas and the New Year has passed so it's time to get sorted. I had some resolutions for 2012 but can't remember them.
Tomorrow is a big day - it's wheelchair looking day. My mobility has significantly reduced and I'd rather save my energy for essential uses. A wheelchair to get around shopping centers etc will go a long way to doing this. It will be no use at home thanks to all the stairs and the "Garibaldi St' driveway. I looked at a motorized adapter for manual wheelchairs that might have got me up the driveway but it would have cost over 10000 New Zealand dollars + 399 to fit it + the cost of a flight to Sydney to get it! Excuse me but I can buy an actual electric wheelchair for a tenth of the price!
I'm starting on a new medication this month. I was taken off Betaferon after having hideous liver function tests, red itchy discolored areas on my legs and stomach and generally feeling terrible. It was hoped coming off it would make me feel better but I'm still not getting that remission! I start Copaxone which has had some pretty good press with the women with MS group I belong to. It's not an interferon so hopefully I'll do better on it. I do feel like I'm bashing my head against the wall when I try to point out to the health beings that I am deteriorating not stabilizing or improving. It is sooo frustrating!
Today I said Simon could have my cherished Garmin - anyone who knows me knows that that is a sign that I've accepted this is how it's going to be and I'm not likely to be running in the Waitaks or doing any marathons on my own two feet anytime soon.
Well that was long and drawn out! Note to self - keep up the entries so they are short and sharp. Now if only I could remember to make a note of my note to self then maybe I'd actually remember!
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